Kate. 23.
5'2"
CW: ~98
HW: 138
freaking out when someone touches your phone bc of thinspo and ED tumblr, twitter, instagram,etc.
No boyfriend, I am not cheating on you but I don’t need you to go through my phone and see photos of skinny girls saved on my phone or see my conversations with other girls with ED and I don’t need you knowing about mpa
I want to be skinny
To the point that
The smallest nudge leaves me covered
In bruises
I want to be skinny
To the point that
People hug me lightly
In fear of breaking me in two
I want to be skinny
To the point that
My hip bones ache
From digging into my bed all night
I want to make jaws drop
Heads turn
Girls jealous
I’m sick of chafed thighs
Droopy arms
And hiding my stomach during sex
I’m sick of being the fat girl
I want to be skinny
To the point that
People worry that I might just
Blow away
this.
• skinny legs
• a thigh gap
• a flat stomach
• thin arms
• a thin face
• wearing shorts with confidence
• wearing tight skirts and dresses
• go swimming
• stepping on the scale and being happy with the number
• looking in the mirror and being happy with what I see
• looking good in pictures
• being one of the skinny girls
• being able to sit on someone’s lap without thinking of an excuse why I can’t
• finally being able to live life to the fullest
• skinny legs
• a thigh gap
• a flat stomach
• thin arms
• a thin face
• wearing shorts with confidence
• wearing tight skirts and dresses
• go swimming
• stepping on the scale and being happy with the number
• looking in the mirror and being happy with what I see
• looking good in pictures
• being one of the skinny girls
• being able to sit on someone’s lap without thinking of an excuse why I can’t
• finally being able to live life to the fullest
| Not my photos. Do not remove caption, please. |
Part two: Who says skinny girls don’t have curves? ♡♡♡
When I’m thin I won’t stand side ways, lift up my shirt, and suck in my stomach every time I pass my mirror.
When I’m thin I won’t sigh a breath of disappointment when I take my clothes off to shower.
When I’m thin I won’t feel like all the skinny girls in school are glaring at my fat thighs in disgust as I pass them in the halls.
When I’m thin maybe my family won’t tell me I need to watch what I eat.
When I’m thin I won’t feel like a fat pig walking past lingerie stores in the mall.
When I’m thin I’ll be able to wear whatever I want and look good in it.
When I’m thin I won’t feel guilty about everything I eat.
When I’m thin I won’t feel my thighs and stomach jiggle while I walk.
When I’m thin I won’t be disgusting, I’ll be fucking perfect.
i want to lose weight for me, not you. you are not my priority. so if you catch me saying, “i want to lose weight.” do not say, “men don’t like skinny girls.” well I don’t give a fuck.
i want to be thin so i can feel good about myself not for a boy.
i couldn’t care less about your standards, anyway… I’m gay ☺️
When I’m thin I won’t stand side ways, lift up my shirt, and suck in my stomach every time I pass my mirror.
When I’m thin I won’t sigh a breath of disappointment when I take my clothes off to shower.
When I’m thin I won’t feel like all the skinny girls in school are glaring at my fat thighs in disgust as I pass them in the halls.
When I’m thin maybe my family won’t tell me I need to watch what I eat.
When I’m thin I won’t feel like a fat pig walking past lingerie stores in the mall.
When I’m thin I’ll be able to wear whatever I want and look good in it.
When I’m thin I won’t feel guilty about everything I eat.
When I’m thin I won’t feel my thighs and stomach jiggle while I walk.
When I’m thin I won’t be disgusting, I’ll be fucking perfect.
